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In a certain instance, I find myself at a crossroads. In one hand, I want to have the strength to be able to tell you how I really feel, to be able to come out with it and expose my feelings. But on the other hand I want things to remain the same cause I like the way things are & I’m afraid that if I try to show my true feelings that it’ll ruin what we have and the relationship as a whole. A better man would leave it alone, but I’m not that person.. My thoughts tend to consume the very being of my core and tear at the fabric of my existence. I just want to have the bravery & courage to come out with it and get it over with. Sigh..
![Time to see if my fitness is adequate enough for the Navy Seals:] sink or swim? #Excited](http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lktu4izX0b1qi7xkeo1_250.jpg)
Time to see if my fitness is adequate enough for the Navy Seals:] sink or swim? #Excited
I was thinking about getting these kicks for running. Has anyone pennied up to get these yet? What’s your take on them? Good for a running shoe or just for training (at best)? I have some Zig Techs from Reebok & those aren’t that great for running, so I’m kinda hesitant on investing into Reebok for workout shoes again..
So this is just a little rant about how friends can easily come & go. It’s always been my life struggle to find good ones that I could depend on and not screw me over in the end. But that goes to show that some people (that I once called friends) can just up & leave just as fast as they came into my life. Maybe it’s my new found strive to be popular, or to be seen in a different light, that makes people stray away.
Honestly, I’m tired of it.. But I’ve been dealing with flakey friends for a long time, so i tend to block them out. I always have my close friends I can depend on, which has been my main source of consistency. & for those friends, I am thankful.
I’m just hoping the real friends will eventually surface & not take me for granted, as I dont take them for granted..
